Duh, I thought a lot.
..and then, I kept on thinking a lot more.
And then, I finally realised, that I don't need to improve that hardly anymore.

I never had the wish to become a comic artist or something like that in the first way, so why messing myself up with feelings of unsatisfaction and envy though I have to improve in other, more(!) important, things?

I have fun drawing but it's just on hobby beneath others of mine. It should stay that way and it will.

Reminding how I tortured myself over such ridiculous things, I feel like a fool but it's okay now and I'm so glad.

Now I'll have fun again when visiting DA, not stressing myself to become better by all means.

Duh, realising this after so many years seems to be very, very slow and even more stupid but on the other hand, I feel relieved for not taking such unnecessary business that serious anymore.

Lucky me.
How you're as well.