Duh, I thought a lot.
..and then, I kept on thinking a lot more.
And then, I finally realised, that I don't need to improve that hardly anymore.
I never had the wish to become a comic artist or something like that in the first way, so why messing myself up with feelings of unsatisfaction and envy though I have to improve in other, more(!) important, things?
I have fun drawing but it's just on hobby beneath others of mine. It should stay that way and it will.
Reminding how I tortured myself over such ridiculous things, I feel like a fool but it's okay now and I'm so glad.
Now I'll have fun again when visiting DA, not stressing myself to